...those days. when you sit and wonder: how did i get here exactly? where did i make a right, instead of left? the time has flown by ..along with your dreams, aspirations, hopes, goals, even love..or what's supposed to make that organ inside your chest beat erratically, as serotonin floods your mind and body...feel good. if only for a little while. realistically speaking, all the things you said you would you be, you're not, all the places you said you would go, you've never been. you wonder how to change all of this again. a rebirth. an spiritual journey inward to make sense of the chaos that has become your life, your light, a permanent fixture in the ceiling of the world you call home...dim and in dire need of a change. the natural light isn't doing it for you anymore. you need more. you need more. i need more. we need more. you wake up, you brush your teeth, you groom. you put yourself together for another day. just like the last. and you wonder why it always seems to last. so long. maybe longer than yesterday. but still ironically the same. and before you know it, another year of days like that has gone by. wearing a watch would only be confirmation of the time slipping away like the sands in an hourglass. you can't stop it, you can only jump into the flow of whatever today means and what tomorrow will bring. take that leap. see what's after the sidewalk ends.
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